Lately, I don’t understand myself. Actually not just lately but few months ago I felt the boredom already in my life. It is like I’m in prison in my own net. It is hard being alone. I think I need to work outside to be free again and enjoy life like before. I am working at home as a freelancer but still boring. I am earning like the salary of an ordinary office staff if you are going to deduct it from all the expenses, transportation, food, clothing etc. I’m glad that I am home because I can monitor my kids with the housekeepers. It is an advantage for me as a mom but I am not happy now on what I am doing. I want a change. CHANGE! CHA-CHA!